Random Thoughts Of January ’18

It’s been an interesting start to the year… And y’all know it’s that time again πŸ™ƒ. I’ll get right into it: Here’s My Random Thoughts Of January

Sooo… My manager actin like she can’t speak to me… that’s unprofessional af! πŸ˜‚πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈπŸ˜‚

I wish there was a book of life-cheat codes. Not life-hacks, cheatcodes my nigga… Like if I stomp 3 times, deposit 500 in the bank, call dad twice, call mom once, BOOM- I own a home.
. . .Run .5miles, sit through a church sermon, make a patriotic themed cheesecake, open camera app on phone, BOOM- my bank account get $1M.
…Eliminate meat for 7days, take 3 therapy classes, make 7 consecutive on time utility bill paymets, donate to a cause, BOOM- dream car paid in full.
Lemme just get the book with the codes!! πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈπŸ˜―πŸ˜  lol

Hands-down one of the most irritating things in life: having to take a shit after you’ve already showered πŸ˜“πŸ˜‘

I am a trend setter lol… after having a couch in my kitchen in my first apartment back in cleveland.. I can’t NOT have a couch in my kitchen now lol… and apparently everyone else who has come thru my house has to have the same thing now lol sendin me pictures & everything.

My bf needs to go back to NOT smoking weed… I’m a horrible influence πŸ˜”πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

I am a woman of action… not only meaning that I take it, but I observe it. Critically.

I have come to the realization that being on the scene is not my thing. Not because I don’t like going out because I do like going out. In Cleveland, when I go out, I feel like I’m surrounded by fugazy ass niggas and fraud bitches and not only does it make me uncomfortable but it agitates me. And I usually make an exit soon after. I really prefer to go out in other cities. That’s when I get to the level of “dumbstupidratchetcrazyasslitridiculousmostfunandbesttimeivehaveinalongasstimeifnotbestinlifeandmaybeillrememberitandmaybeiwont” and I enjoy it every. Fuggin. Trip.

Late January 2:12am- I look like Kodak Black lil sister Nikonia. Literally in the middle of this sew-in… the color not right but the hair is 😩😩😻😻 everything. Haven’t even installed it.— when I get the full look together, it’s gone be laid… niggas gone be on me πŸ™„πŸ˜‘πŸ™„πŸ˜‘πŸ™„πŸ˜‘. But I hope the bf take notice…and adjusts a few things πŸ™„πŸ€”πŸ™

Goal for 2018: pay off debt to PNC and reopen an account and open a savings for Isaiah.

I have doubts that I will ever get married. I’d love to.. and I think it’s be a good wife to someone.. but I just don’t see it in the cards for me

You wanna know why getting clothing for under $15 can be considered ‘a steal’? Because you paying almost what it costs that company to buy materials and pay for labor to make the clothing. It’s ‘a steal’ because it’s almost robbing the company of their profits Right? Hah. πŸ˜†Wrong.πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ. Theyre still making a profit.

When I get hella emotional and sensitive, I know that it’s because if my period. Either I’m on it or it’s coming. I literally get upset and then dismiss the emotions for a whole week because I know I’m not in my right mind lol. —-“He don’t care about me!😣 he don’t wanna spent time with me [He told you he was going to be hella busy THIS week, LAST week]- if this is still going on next week then we’ll revisit it, for now shuddup and watch TV with yo overly emotional ass.”

MESSAGE TO NIGGAS- Do NOT, I repeat DO NOT wine & dine a girl and be all mushy and concerned for her and become involved, then not give that same energy after y’all in a relationship

This is all temporary

The old Asian man in the nail shop was right, being with someone is great buutt…
–He said “boyfriend and girlfriend relationship good. You have your freedom. And you still have to work to be with that person, you know?… because they can still leave and go be with someone else if they want. You want him with you. Right? [Me: Yes] ok so you work…. [me: but wouldn’t it be even better if you were married? Because you don’t have to work to keep them you just kinda maintain the relationship and progress together right? ] NOO! [Me:WHAT?] NOO! It’s the day to day stuff. That what you have to live with. That what you have to love. [Me: ok well I can handle that] Yea but for how long? [Me: idk. It’s still fresh] *starts laughing* AAHHH! Ya ok. It good now. It won’t be good in years. [Me: what!? Lol that’s negative] No! That truth. [Me: so if we don’t get married that’s good?] Yes. [Me: just boyfriend girlfriend] Yes. But if you get married it could work. [Me: oh ok πŸ€“] No kids tho. Married with kids it will go to shit” 😐😩😩
— context:a) his wife left him after 15 years and 3 kids. He hasn’t heard from her in 2 years and doesn’t know where she is 😒😧 b) I don’t want anymore kids and neither does my bf so we πŸ‘Œ there.

Why God, why… does my eye keep twitching? I heard that when your eye twitch it means someone is talking about you.. this shit been goin for like 5days straight 😣☹. I hope those are super strong blessings And affirmations over me… Maybe it’s a byproduct of πŸ‡―πŸ‡΅πŸ˜’.

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